Everything: HPLL
Hullo again folks. Well, I had a fun day for my vacation. I slept in till 9:30 or so, then got up and played GT4 most of the day. Around 4 Shauna called...first time I'd heard from her in a long time, and asked me what I was doing, so I told her that we were all gonna go eat at the Grand Casino in a little while. She said she really wanted to go, so she and I talked it over with Dad and he said "sure, it'll get you outta your room"(he didn't sound very enthused about the idea but I guess he didn't wanna hear Shauna whine). So anyway, we went down there and ate at the Seafood special thing that they had going on. Then I went over to the nickel slots and popped a dollar in...after about five plays, I hit the jackpot with 1,200 nickels. That worked out to $63.75. so I played maybe 5 of that back into the machines and we all left. After that I wanted to run to Wal-Mart and Shauna wanted to go before she went home so we ran up there and I got a PlayStation mag and about four bucks worth of candy, then took her home and here I am. So here is the question on everyone's mind...are Shauna and I back together? Here's the answer...nope.
I'm actually proud of her...she has stopped trying to talk me back into a serious relationship. She realizes that I am ok speaking to her as a plutonic friend only on occassion but she knows that she can not try to control my actions like she used to, nor do I want to have a relationship with her. She seems to be moving away from me slowly, moving into her new role as a volunteer firefighter with Red Banks. I hope she finds someone to take good care of her, but it just ain't me...I just don't feel like having that drama in my life anymore. I was shocked to see Sam at Wal-Mart tonight(early) and I think she was equally shocked to see me and Shauna speaking to each other, so Sam I just wanted to let you know that I haven't fallen into the trap Shauna has set before me many times before...Shauna understands my feelings on the situation, and isn't going to try to change my mind. I am moving forward with my life and she finally realizes that. I am going to turn in, but I hope everyone had a great night, and I hope to talk to talk to y'all or see y'all soon. G'night from the 101st issue of the Cafe! Later
1 comment:
well here is the way i feel about it: i feel that u lied to me about the whole situation and i find that very offensive. i just know 100% that i cant trust u now. like i hoped i would be able to. i feel that u just wrote this entry to cover for yourself. that is fine, i will not let it bother me, i just know now that i cant trust you.
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