Friday, October 21, 2005

Issue 141- "Running on empty"

Written, pencilled, inked by: Heath Parker Lail

Hullo, all. I write tonight as a form of catharsis...to ease my pain of what's going on in my life right now. My brother has been stricken with a kidney stone, one bad enough to garner a trip to the hospital. My uncle has been fighting a (seemingly) losing battle with pneumonia for almost three weeks now. I have multiple school projects hanging over my head, and I feel the pressure getting to me. This is a trial for me, I know...but it still hurts, and it doesn't help to know why I feel the way I do. It doesn't comfort me.

The part that is missing in my life is fun. I like to have fun, but time has not allowed me that in a long time. I tried to catch a movie with Sam the other night but she was too busy and tired, and there was no one else to call. I enjoyed it but not as much as I would have with someone else.  Have you ever felt like you are just running around in circles for no reason? I feel like that tonight...I wonder where I am supposed to go, what I'm supposed to do. Finishing my education is a high proirity right now, but the stress from trying to do all this stuff that's been thrown at me is starting to make me buckle. I miss having a significant other but all the girls I might be interested in are either not interested, wish me dead, or I make a fool outta myself and thus these girls move into category 1 or 2. I know that life is worth living, but I'm wondering what I'm living FOR. What am I supposed to do? Become a great psychologist and help bunches of people? TRY and fail at this, becoming a bum and proving all my nay-sayers true? Or am I just broken and in need of fixing myself before I can help others?

I do not know, my friends...but know this...I will not yield to stress or any obstacles. I WILL overcome them. I...just don't know how right now. Best to everyone out there right now, miss you all and love you all. Hopefully your lives are better than mine right now.

H

Tuesday, October 4, 2005

Issue 140- "Just popping in"

Written pencilled, inked by: Heath P Lail

Just poppin in to say hi. Nothing heard from the Shauna camp. Hopefully the camp has moved a far way away to bother me no more, and wallow in her stupidity.

I'm bushed from working hard this week, and it is just Tuesday. Pulling articles is not my idea of fun, but it must be done to appease the Higher Lords of Psychology, or whoever the Hell it is that fated I needed 4 classes of Spanish for my B.A. degree. I'll trudge through though...I always do....the way I was raised:)

Y'know I'm enjoying my bachelorhood quite a bit. I still hate being alone so much, but I can do things I couldn't do if I was still attached to someone, like drive to the city park between classes and read, or take a small nature walk. I enjoy this freedom...it is refreshing after being brainwashed for the last 4 years. I have to wonder though...are women really shallow? Like, as shallow as men sometimes? Just wondering because sometimes I feel as though there are people out there who would date me if a few things they don't like about me were changed. I know I don't have a lot of money but I have learned that money is not everything. A relationship built on money...well, we all saw what happened to me with Shauna. Money was a serious factor to her, and it led to her letting me go, (admittedly conceitedly thinking) the stupidest thing she has ever done. I think women ought to consider more than looks or money when finding their special someone...stuff like intellect (never know when it might save your ass), sense of humor (HIGHLY underrated by modern women) and the fact that this guy, whom you are criticizing, loves you for who you are, faults and all. Ok, so you aren't Claudia Schiffer...big deal to us. If we truly love you, be sure that we mean it when we say "I love YOU, fillinblank". Not saying it to you but thinking of someone else. Guess I'm just tired of all these little preppy chicks on campus looking at me like I'm not worthy to be on the same campus as them...well guess what I don't make 4.0s like you but that's because I don't want to stick out like a sore thumb or a nerd. I could beat the pants off most of the people down there GPA-wise if I wanted but I choose to remain just another face. That is my right, and no one can fault me for it. Ok, that's my little rant...stop being so judgemental about unimportant stuff about guys and just love us for who we are. We honestly don't wanna change anything about you, why change us?

Best,

Heath

 

 

Monday, September 26, 2005

Issue 139- "Philosophy of Life 2 One-Shot"

Written pencilled and Inked by: Heath Parker Lail

Hey folks, welcome to a very special issue of Clerk's Cafe. I have been doing some deep thinking again, and I figure it's time to crack out Philosophy of Life, for a one-shot issue. Here goes, hope and pray for big news by issue 150! Here is a question that all of will face in life, whether or not we realize it or not. Is free will a gift or a curse for human beings?

The ability to have free will is undoubtedly important to us measly flesh creatures but do we stop and take the time to consider its total ramifications? I think not. Free will is an incredibly important possession of ours, and yet I think we abuse it daily. We all have examples of this but I will use the loss of Shauna in my life as an example to expand upon and discuss, then let you draw your own conclusions using examples from your own life. It was a great blow to my ego to lose someone I felt was such an important part of my life and at the time I didn't understand why all this was happening to me...the answer was simple and staring me right in the face the whole time--Free Will, or the ability to choose your own destiny. Unfortunately for Shauna she has chosen a life of unstability and pain rather than the road I travel, one of hopeful prosperity as a successful psychologist. Anyway, I now realize that free will caused her to wonder, if only for a second, what else was out there in this great big world of ours and she wanted to go exploring...without me as baggage. Therefore she chose to leave everything she has known with me for the last 4 years and step into the Great Unknown (and I think Great Stupidity) that is Internet Dating. Unfortunately this practice is becoming all the more common and I think it is detrimental to otherwise healthy relationships. I mean, why stay with one guy when you can have cybersex with fifteen guys and never have to touch them or them really know where you are? Never have the baggage of a real relationship, just whiz, bang and your done, let's go talk to the next guy (or gal as it may be). Simple right? Wrong. It hurts relationships that God put together for a reason, and breaks apart couples who were quite close before Ma or Pa goes wandering around on the Net, couples who were relatively stable with little to no problems. Therefore, I see Free Will as detrimental to the human race because it gives us the choice to hurt those who love us the most, and with Free Will backing us up, we can fall back on the excuse that we "simply chose X over Y. X wasn't as exciting and I wanted to spice things up in my life, so I left X for Y." The stories you never hear are that X was a financially stable, mentally stable person who loved this other person enough to give their heart and soul to them alone for eternity and Y is a Internet slave mongul who uses women as playthings and then sometimes even killls them. Something seems off here, does it not? Free Will, when wheeled by people of questionable morals or intelligence is very dangerous. It gives people the opportunity to enact fantasies and dangerous habits that would otherwise go undisturbed in their own head, harming no one. It lures good moral people into ethical traps and snares, while giving those who are manipulative and dangerous the opportunity to capitalize on the niavette of these less intelligent and savvy individuals. This is an unfortunate side effect of Free Will...it gives us power, and as it has been said before by one much wiser than I--"Absolute power corrupts absolutely".

The other side of the coin is this...Free Will ALLOWS us the option of following God (or whatever religion you might follow) and His plans for us, or we may stray as far from His will as we wish. I was talking to the local librarian today, and she reminded me that according to the Bible, Free Will was given as a consequence of Adam and Eve's sin. Therefore, Free Will can be manipulated into a thing of great value such as pursuing a future as a doctoral professional or clergyman, or it may cater to the basest of emotions, such as an Internet slave ringleader or sadistic murderer who grows his following online. Thus it gives us complete freedom to choose our own destiny. This is seen as a positive by many (if not all) of us, because without Free Will, humans would be like unto zombies, blinding following orders in accordance to the Supreme Being's (once again, whoever that may be for different folks) desires. Although one of the best comics I read right now features a bunch of zombies, I digress that I would not like my intelligence to be assimilated into a 'Grand Mind' that holds all knowledge acquired by the race known as humans. I have experienced great spiritual and intellectual growth through the tutelage of books such as Swamp Thing and the J.M. DeMatteis-penned issues of the Silver Surfer, as well as the unmatched stories of Alan Moore's Promethea, and I hate to think of a world where this knowledge is ripped from my mind into a massive hard drive for the entire race. If we lacked Free Will, then our very individuality would simply be swallowed up and we would be forced to do the bidding of others. That seems a poor alternative to the world in which we live, where we can choose to tempt God's world with our very lives by such things as extreme sports, etc. Therefore, there may be no satisfactory alternative to the Free Will world in which we reside. I just pray that everyone reading this considers their actions before letting go of a lover, close friend, saying spiteful things to those they love or giving up and putting a gun to their heads and ending it all. Think damn it...you have been given the WHOLE WORLD. You can achieve anything you want, so grab it. I would, but she doesn't want me to grab her so I will wait and trust in faith that either she receives help and returns or I will find a "nice girl" who honestly loves me for who I am, good and bad. Now I must content myself with grabbing my education and hoping that things look up for me in the near future. G'night. Love to you all...

Best,

Heath

Friday, September 23, 2005

Issue 138- "End of an Era"

Written pencilled Inked by: Heath Parker Lail

Hullo guys an gals. Long time since I've been here. No news on the Shauna front, although I hear rumblings of thunder in the distance occassionaly. We will see if she sees the error of her actions or not. God, after talking to my friend Brooke the other night, I realized just how damn lonely I am. I need someone to hold but I will bide my time, and God will provide as He ever does.

On other subjects, another era has ended...my collection of Swamp Thing is complete, save about 5 issues scattered through the last 50 or so issues. I was unsure of Grant Morrison and Mark Millar's first storyline, but I was suprised to see Millar begin to shine with the awesome story River Run, where Swampy acquires power over all the water on Earth. While this and his new Earth (Rock) powers help him become more powerful, each new Parliament he encounters and gains control over also removes bits of his humanity. So therefore he is forgetting his wife and child, old friends and pretty much the entire human race in his quest for power. This alludes to 'absolute power corrupts absolutely', but in the end, as he stands at the Parliament of Worlds, they instruct him that humans are irreplaceable upon the Earth and that he should live peacefully among them rather than snuff them out. He listens to reason and thus, Earth itself is saved. The last arc from issue 166-171 is entitled Trial by Fire, and although that title is cliche, the story is great. Well, off to finish cutting some grass I owe some folks but I might return later to write more, if I feel something of import rise up in me. Later.

Best,

H   

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Issue 137- "Reflection, Part 2"

Written, Pencilled and Inked by Heath Parker Lail

In Memory of those who died on this day in 2001...my heartfelt sympathy goes out to those who lost loved ones this day, four years ago. I can not hope to understand what you've endured but I hope that God has comforted you in your times of need.

Hullo everyone. I'm feeling kind of sullen about today because it makes me grateful for everything I have, and at the same time I ask...could one of those people had better use of the time I have been given? I'm kinda in a rut these days...school has began really fast, and it won't slow down until December. I don't really miss Shauna in particular but I miss having someone to hold, love and call my own. I think God is fixing to move in me and through me in a big way, and I'm not sure that I'm ready to handle the responsibility but I will carry it as best that I can. In short, I just feel lost, and that makes me sad and sullen because I realize that I could be gone just like those people that suffered in 9/11. I don't want to be a bummer so I'll just leave it at this...

When you love someone, love them with every ounce of your very being and hold them tight so they don't ever question your love for them.

When someone is less fortunate than you, help them as best you can and then sleep with a good conscience that night. I have learned that not everyone can be saved, but you never know what that person might do for you one day.

Live life to the fullest...try new things and experiment. You never know what kind of things you will miss out on if you never try them. Expand your consciousness by trying new forms of literature, watching TV shows that you wrote off at least once, there is so much out there that we never take advantage of because we are comfortable with where we are. To Hell with that! LIVE life, because someone else will if you don't. Try this...go outside tonight and lay on your back looking up at the stars. Close your eyes and just LISTEN...you'll be amazed how close you come to God if you'll just shut up and listen to His nature. It is rather therapuetic.

I love you all and I miss you. Hope you have a great day, remember those who have died so that we all may live. God Bless. 

 

 

Wednesday, September 7, 2005

Issue 136- "Reflection"

Written, Pencilled and Inked by: Heath Parker Lail

Y'know it is weird to look back over the past few years....even folks my age have so much to remember. Hurricanes, for example. The earliest one that I can recall is when Andrew blew through here in 92. It was a harrowing experience for some of us, because we were not sure that things would be ok when it was all said and done. I remember sitting in my class and seeing the rain blow sideways outside, and it was one of the coolest and yet most frightening things I've ever experienced. I can not hope to understand what those who felt the brunt of Katrina felt as they saw this...monster of a storm heading towards everything they had ever known, with the possibility of losing everything looming in the distance. I am quite a bit more thankful for all I have everyday now, because those poor folks lost their homes, their ID, their lives because of Katrina. Some of them have NOTHING....no home to return to, no job to look forward to when and if they do return, and some have lost children or parents now that the aftermath has begun. May God be with them in this trying time...

I think about friends often as well. There have only been less than a handfull of people that I can count on no matter what, with Samantha being first and foremost. She and I have fought like cats and dogs over the years (mostly due to the interference of Shauna in our friendship) but for some reason we always return to each other in times of need or companionship. I love her more than she knows but am content to be her friend, should we never choose to try our luck at dating. It feels good to know that she is there for me, any time day or night. Thanks for everything honey. There are many who have come and gone but when we get together, it feels like the person never left. Elizabeth is like that...when she came up a few weeks ago, it was like a weekend visit between Friday and Monday before class at Marshall resumed. It was as though five and a half years was no difficult gap for us to bridge...no awkward moments of silence in the conversation or personality quirks that caused friction. Instead it was a really great suprise that we were still so compatible after all that time. Thank you Elizabeth, for the great time Monday, and the Saturday two weeks before that. Thank you for listening to my grumbles and bellyaches about tons of stuff, and thanks for helping me better understand my current situation.

These are just some relections I've had on my mind...more later this week.

Heath

Monday, August 29, 2005

Issue 135- "Prayers and Dreams"

Written, Pencilled and Inked by : Heath P. Lail

Hullo again everyone. Please keep your thoughts with those who might have been hurt or lost property by the hurricane coming on shore today. Best of luck to you all...God will provide.

Whew! Has it been 135 issues already? Seems like yesterday that Sam and I patched up our differences and I started a new Journal. Well I just wanna say that I got the good news that I am not going to school tomorrow...classes until 1 are cancelled so I get a day of rest. It'll help me catch up...I know y'all are thinking that I just started back, but trust me...I'm up to my elbows in stuff already. I'm gonna try to pick out two good topics from my Philosophy book tonight and try to give you a lil' something more than just jawing tomorrow...possibly even TWO issues in one day? Is it possible? I'm not sure but I AM sure that we shall find out in the morning.

Well, I met Britney last night. She was attractive, and she seemed genuinely friendly so if nothing else perhaps we can be good friends. At least it went well last night...whenever I and a woman are involved, disaster is usually on the menu. I AM a klutz with women...it's a proven scientific fact.

Lastly tonight, I wanted to say that if you get the chance to rent/purchase/steal etc. Kinsey with Liam Neeson, it is a great movie about a man who thought sex should be taught more openly then it was in his time (around the 40s and 50s). He felt that men and women were not becoming educated enough about the subject in their everyday Biology classes, and needed to have a better knowledge of sex in order to better understand each other. It really is a great flick, and it is a true story. I have heard the name whispered throughout Psychology halls so I figured I'd check the movie out, and it is really interesting to see how one man with a noble purpose can become so very misunderstood by the public that once loved him as their Golden Boy. More later...until then...

Best,

Heath

 

Sunday, August 28, 2005

Issue 134- "Winding Down, Cranking Up"

Written, Pencilled, Inked by: Heath Parker "Leonard" Lail

Hullo, all. Just dusting the cobwebs off of the Cafe here. Not too dirty, I've been coming back every so often and hopefully I can continue that during this semester. Today marks a new beginning, as last night wound down my first week back, and today begins the spiral upwards towards the second of roughly fifteen weeks of class this semester. Classes are quite tough this go around but I honestly did not expect a cake-walk. I am using my downtime to read up on class notes and such as that, no time for Kellerman or Swamp Thing this semester. I have stopped at issue 140 on Swamp Thing for now, which ushered in the new creative team after Nancy Collins and Scot Eaton's departure. Therefore, I have exactly 30 issues left to complete my run of Swamp Thing vol. 2, where Alan Moore began his wonderful run on the book and paved the way for all of Swampy's adventures with other writers after his departure with number 64. 

Speaking of Swamp Thing, after trolling the message boards online last night, I discovered that a second trade paperback of Rick Veitch's ST stories will be released in either December or January. It will be called Spontaneous Generation, and cover issues 71-76. Hopefully this means that one day, we will get to see Veitch's complete saga on the book (he quit the book after issue 87, citing differences, leaving his Time Travel saga unfinished, at least by him).

Well, guess I'm gonna go but there is your comic education for the day, hope that helps if you get on Jeopardy! Until then...

Best,

Heath

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Issue 133- "One-Shot (Update)"

Written, Pencilled, Inked by : Heath Parker Lail

Well kids, looks like I may be baching it this weekend. Sandra had some "personal issues" that she needs to deal with come up, so she isn't gonna be in town this weekend. Elizabeth decided that she may wait until next weekend to come up, so that we have more time to spend with each other. Sam's friend...I dunno, Sam call me sometime! :) Hope everyone is doing well...things are rather hectic here but maybe it's best that I have a dead weekend to start off with, so I don't fall behind in classes.

As far as my classes go, they vary from interesting to dull. Both Political Science classes are dull as Hell but I need'em to complete my minor. Oh well, things will all turn up sunny...for some reason they always do for me:) There's your update...more later

Best,

Heath

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Issue 132- "Shackles, Part One of...?"

Written, Pencilled, Inked by: Heath P. Lail

I hate shackles. They are cumbersome and painful. They slow you down where you can hardly do anything. Other than that, school is great:) Seriously folks...it's gonna be interesting to see how things heat up as this semester progresses. I have one Political Science class where we have no exams but two 12 page papers due by the end of the semester and the other Poli Sci has only two exams that count for 45 percent a piece. Fun fun, huh kids? At least I have this busy weekend to look forward to. I'm gonna try to meet up with Elizabeth on Friday night, Sandra on Saturday after work, and Brittney on Sunday. Whew...I'm bushed already and I am still three days away from starting that volley of women...lol

Hope everyone else is having a great week, and I'll check back from time to time. I don't want y'all to think I've forgotten about you. So far, no big news but I'm hoping that something will explode in time for the double-sized issue 150, which should hit between November and December unless I fall behind. Hopefull I can pull 18 more issues out before the new Year, guess we'll find out together. For now I'm outta here...

Best, (apologizes to Steve Bissette, whom I stole that "signature" from)

Heath P. Lail 

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Issue 131- "Moving Forward, Part Two of Two"

Written, Pencilled, Inked and more by: Heath Parker Lail

:( 'Tis a sad day, my friends. Tomorrow morn doth bring school, thus ending my summer vacation. But hey, that's ok...I'm still in a great mood over Red's visit yesterday. Before I begin let me apologize to an ooooooooold friend for a slight...Sam, call me up sometime this week and we will go see the baby. Sorry for making you feel left out. Have a great night at work.

Ok, now...things are looking up for ol "Leonard" here...I have reignited one of my greatest friendships of...well, my life (Mrs. Tims asked yesterday how long Elizabeth and I had known each other, and we realized it was about twenty years), freed myself from the bonds of slavery to Shauna, and am approaching the last bit of school. It is a great feeling, knowing that you can see the light at the end of the tunnel, and it is good for my "support team" of old friends to begin showing up in my life again. For those of you who do not know Elizabeth, here is a pic of her from yesterday...

Anyway, I guess that pic is a high point so I'll cut out. Hope y'all have a good week, look for a posting once a week or so here, more if things keep looking up like they are now.

Best,

Heath

 

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Issue 130- "Moving Forward, Part One of Two"

Written, Pencilled, Inked and Everything else: Heath Parker Lail

Hey guys! Hope you are all doing well. Things are going cool over here. Why you ask? Because I took off work today, and it was the best thing I have done in a loooooooong time. Elizabeth and I spent a good seven hours together, traveling to the Wolfchase mall, stopping by the see baby Gabriel, talking about the old days, and just catching up. God, it has been five and a half years since we have seen each other, yet she and I never had a dull moment between us tonight. The electricity was amazing...I feel recharged, and I am not even worried about Shauna and her stupidity....I just feel....better. I feel like reading and writing again, going out and enjoying life rather than sitting here in this room and worrying about Shauna making stupid mistakes that I have no control over. Red and I have a relationship that is unlike any other I know...we have never dated officially, yet she seems to know what my family likes, and she knows exactly what to say and when to say it. We are not pursuing a relationship at this time but if she becomes single I believe we would not let the opportunity pass us by like we did in high school. Man, I don't even feel so bad about going back to class Monday now...I do have things to do when I get there but I'll deal with that when it comes. Liz and I are supposed to hang out again next weekend but I may have a date with Sandra, and Sam told me that I'd better keep next Sunday clear to meet her friend Brittany, so it looks like things are looking up and I'll have a busy weekend.

On another note, Spanish is a big distraction so 'Moving Forward' tonight and tomorrow will prolly be the last "monthly" (daily) storyline for a while, but I will keep you posted on how things are going from time to time in class and in life. I will pray for the safety of everyone reading this, and I hope that you are all having a great weekend. Later:) 

 

Monday, August 15, 2005

Issue 129- "Retrospect, Part One of One"

Written, Pencilled, Inked Lettered and Colored by: Heath Parker Lail

As I sit here tonight, I know not what to say. Upon speaking to my good friend Brooke the other night, I have learned that my ex is possibly neurotic on many levels, and that it was no fault of mine that she left me. I learned that she will be a danger to her baby whenever and wherever she may become pregnant. It will be my legal responsibility as a practicing psychologist to direct the proper authorities to her when this happens, so that her baby will have the possibility of a normal life...that weighs on my heart heavily. I know in my heart that with proper treatment, Shauna's illness could be treated and she would not hurt people like she has hurt me. Yet another part of me is quite upset at her for lying to me and leading me on when she knew all along that she would not stay with me forever.

This Cafe has been a place of solace for me in times of stress...I could come here and talk to you all about damn near anything, and I would receive sage advice in return. I hope you have enjoyed the last true "story arc" I completed, the "Philosophy of Life" issues. There is no Philosophical terms to feel how betrayed I feel.

Instead I feel used and thrown away, even though Shauna is incapable of understanding or caring what she does to people. It is her disease, yet she is not intelligent enough to see that without proper treatment she will NEVER be happy. Whatever crazy shit she is looking for, she will never find solace and peace in one person. It is the unfortunate mixture of genetics and chemical imbalances that destroys her personality, and her chance at a real life. Instead of being upset at her though...I feel tired. I've been treating my first patient for four years, and I failed. I FAILED.

Brooke told me that without a doctorate (to lock her away for involuntary help) and access to medication (to correct the imbalances in her chemical makeup) I have done all I can, and that I am just the first in a long line of people that will be hurt by Shauna throughout her lifetime. I believe this, yet I feel sorry for all the others that she will trick into believeing her lies. Brooke told me not to worry about the "next poor sonofabitch", it will be his problem to deal with. I find no solace in this...I feel as though I am a failed psychologist before I even begin. I didn't see...how could I have known...no one wants to suspect their lover of being unfaithful, but her mistake goes further than simply being unfaithful. It is pure and simple lying to me, and those of you who know me are aware that liars and rude folks get my attention quicker than anything else.

Everyone makes mistakes in their life, and Shauna and I had no small share of mistakes between us. Everyone chooses parts of them to keep secret, things that no one knows about, even the closest of friends and even lovers. Therefore, trust is a massive part of any relationship, especially these days, when people no longer feel that the once-sacred vows of engagement and marriage are important. If you can't trust your "other half", who the Hell can you trust? People have forgotten that marriage is a sacred instution between one man and one woman, whom are placed together as one in name and life. They are supposed to be soul-mates, specially attuned to the needs of the other...these days, people no longer see their vows as sacred. "So what if I marry the wrong person the first time around? I'll just go find another one." No, DAMN IT....that IS WRONG. You are not supposed to go into a relationship saying "If it fails...." you are supposed to go into a relationship with the idea that this is a person who means more than life and you would throw yourself in front of a bullet to protect. For these reasons and the fact that killers abound, I have no fear in a shortage of patients upon becoming a psychologist. I made mention to some one the other day, and said "God sure had it right when he used the analogy of sheep and Shepard. We walk around all day in a haze, forgetting that there is ONE who is greater than us, and sometimes he must prod us to send us in the right direction."

Love is sacred-- Love is true-- Sometimes though...love can make you blue.

Fear not, Mrs. Debbie and others...I'm not going on a pity-party...instead this has strengthened my resolve to be the best psychologist I can. I am extremely naive about the world...I want to believe that inside, all people are inherantly good but that simply isn't true. People are inherantly hollow...unless God enters their life, they have no purpose here. Unless God is driving their car, they don't know where to go. I guess you could say that a person's body is like a house where the electricity is cut off. Unless the power (soul) is cut on, their purpose and drive lies dormant until he comes in.

Sorry, I'm rambling...it is just that these thoughts need to come out, so that my heart can heal, and my soul can search for someone who honestly loves me no matter what. I ask everyone to pray tonight and every night that we wake up and see that we must constantly tell those we love how special they are to us, lest they doubt us. Let no one feel unloved. Pray that those who are lost...both those lost like Shauna( mental problems), and those who know not our loving God, find their way home so that we may all live in harmony together. Love one another...forget not those who help you in times of need...listen to others needs and help when possible...show people who are lost that true love does exist, and it is not just a myth. For those of you who have someone to love tonight, don't go to bed without telling them how special they are to you...I would if mine was still here.

Best to you all, Love in Christ

Heath

Tuesday, August 9, 2005

Issue 128- "To all things, there must come an End"

Written, pencilled and inked by: Heath Parker Lail

The incredible journey of Heath and Shauna has ended. It has been a long and bumpy four years, but she has decided that I'm not worth waiting on anymore. It hurts very badly, because I know now just how far she'll go to lie...just for the Hell of it. I love Shauna Elizabeth Mitchell more than anyone save Sam but I now see her for who she truly is...a selfish, uncaring person whom I should have nothing to do with. She uses people and yet, somehow forgets that she once cared for them. I can  not count the times that I have taken her to the doctor, Army National Guard recruitment center, and other various places that I didn't care to go, but I took her so that she could feel better or she simply wanted to go. I want to do a retrospect of our four years, but it will have to wait until another issue (or two) because I'm bushed right now. I simply can't understand how someone can claim to be in love with someone...to the point where they wish to become pre-engaged and then two days later, tell the person that they just don't love them anymore. Can anyone reading this turn on and off their feelings for someone like a light switch? Not me. Our time is over...I wish her happiness in life because she apparently didn't find it in me, and I wish her well-being, but I am afraid that neither one will be hers because she can't pass the ASVAB to get into the Service, can't hold down a steady job for more than two weeks, and turns her love on and off like a damn faucet so I don't think she'll ever find another guy like me who let her slide by on his money for the rest of her life. If he does, he's a damn fool...just like I was. Goodbye, Shauna. I just wish you could see what you've thrown away...hopefully somebody else will look after me since you don't want the job anymore. Good luck in life, kid. You'll need it.

 

Monday, August 1, 2005

Issue 127-"Fill-In" Part One

Everything: HPLL

Hullo, all. Loooong time no speak. Well, my summer has been very hectic and filled with heartbreak, happiness and just so busy that I stay tired. Hope y'all are doing fine, and now that my summer is winding down, I will try to get into writing this Journal again on a semi-regular basis. I still don't feel up to resurrecting my well-received 'Philosophy of Life' storyarc yet, but perhaps sometime soon, it will pop back up. Mainly I just popped in to make sure the Cafe is still running smoothly and there are no problems. A couple of the lights need to be replaced and the corkboard seems a little dusty but I'm sure that when I stay here more than every so often, it'll be full before long. Feels good to be back (again) and perhaps something will catch my fancy this evening ang we might even get a lil Philosophical...or not. Just depends on my sinuses...right now my head is so stuffy I can't hardly see straight. Hope you guys are all doing ok with this heat and seasonal allergy stuff going on. Well, I'm gonna tidy up a bit and get ready for the crowds to hopefully come shuffling in again. Hopefully they aren't all gone. For now...

Best,

Heath

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Issue 126- "Philosophy of Life, Part 7"

Written by: HPLL

Hullo, all. Welcome to an all-prose issue of Clerk's Cafe...I chose to give myself a break from pencilling after doing the special 125th issue yesterday. I didn't have time to pencil anything as Dad's birthday was today. Happy 60th, pops! Onward to Philosophy, which tonight I dig from my old Philosophy textbook. It is called 

Do Suffering and Evil Count against the existence of God?

Traditionally, two views of evil are taken into account: first is Moral Evil. Moral evil consists of bad actions and their repercussions caused or effected by morally responsible humans. Secondly, Natural Evil consists of suffering to humans and other creatures from natural disasters and the such. From these two forms of evil, four premises are derived:

1. God is perfectly good.

2. God is all-knowing.

3. God is all-powerful. 

4. Evil exists.

To produce a valid argument against God's existence, atheists add this fifth premise: 

5. If God exists and is a being who is good, all-knowing, and all-powerful, then there would be no evil in the world.

When we add this fifth premise to the others there is but one conclusion:

6. Therefore, God does not exist.

The argument is valid as stated.

Therefore, since it is impossible to declare the argument unsound without denying one of the premises, theologians have sought to rationalize God's permittance of evil upon Earth. This practice is known as Theodicy

In Theodicy, there are two central arguments: The Greater Goods defense and The Free Will defense. First, the Greater Goods argument says that evil is permitted to ensure some greater overall good. For example, needles hurt like Hell but children who suffer through them are vaccinated and thus better off than those who are not vaccinated against disease. Secondly, the Free Will defense says that God could not have truly created humans as totally free-thinking creatures if he had genetically or otherwise removed their propensity for violence and evil.

Well folks, that is your deep-thought-out Philosophy lesson for tonight. Lemme know where you fall on this argument, and why.

Love to you all...hope you are feeling better Sam, call me sometime and we'll chat ok?

Monday, May 30, 2005

Issue 125- "Philosophy of Life, Part 6"

Written, Pencilled and Photoshopped by: Heath Parker Lail

Happy Memorial Day, everybody. Remember those who died so that we may live free. 'Nuff Said.

Monday, May 16, 2005

Issue 124- "Philosophy of Life, Part 5"

Written by: HPLL Pencils by: Stephen Bissette and more Inks: John Totleben and more 

Auctiva FastPix - www.auctiva.com

Alright guys and gals, here we go. Enough images, but these are some of the comics that have touched me personally over the years, and I'm gonna tell you why comics are not just for kids, but are very relevant for those who are in their mid-twenties and beyond.

The first image is the cover to Swamp Thing #50, by Alan Moore, Steve Bissette, John Totleben and more. An ancient evil has been unleashed on the world, and Swamp Thing is set to play a pivotal role in stopping the plague that seeks to destroy mankind. The issue is written around the concept of darkness and light being the ultimate forces in life, and that our personal philosophies about right, wrong, life and death are somewhere integrated into these ideas that there is light and dark in the world. To use an example, multiple heroes are captured by the darkness and here is how the Spectre's Philosophical fight with the creature transpired:

Darkness: Shall my question be answered, or shall I snuff out the light, and be done with the anguish its presence causes me?

Spectre: NO! I forbid you, by the Voice that speaks in all things...

D: It DOES NOT speak in ME. In ME, there is only hateful nagging of insoluable query. Tell me, little thing: What is evil FOR?

S: Evil exists only to be avenged, so that others may see what ruin comes of opposing that Great Voice, and cleave more wholly to Its will, fearing It's retribution!

D: And what of the tortured eons I endured, unable to broach this maddening brilliance and quiet the pain It woke in me? Do they not demand retribution? Little thing, you have taught me only Vengeance...be gone, that I may savor it in solitude.

OK, is that not one of the greatest philosophical arguments you've ever heard? The Spectre is defeated, but the issue is so much more than that. I think everyone should pick it up and try it.

The final comic we cover tonight(Iwill cover the other two images, and the bigger picture tomorrow night) is the Spectre number 14 from about three years back.

In this issue, a character named Jonah is telling readers a tale of his life (and what came after). In searching for love, he was found by one whose hunger was of a different sort...a vampire. Jonah struggled against his new state of being, begging priests to kill him, to stop him from what he had become. Yet death eluded him, and he wandered the world distrught until he murdered an innocent woman. As she died, he saw her dreams die with her as the light began to fade from her eyes. He broke her neck that she would not become a vampire like him, and changed his life, gainig wealth and using that wealth to protect others from his curse. He built a tower of steel in which he imprisoned himself, forever keeping the bloodlust unsated but himself unable to harm others as well. It is a very touching story and the ending is not quite what you'd expect.

I hope these two examples show that comics can teach as well as harm or hold back. I hope to return tomorrow night to complete (for now) the lesson on why comics are important to storytelling, and society in general. G'night all...

Thursday, May 5, 2005

Issue 123- "Philosophy of Life, Part 4"

Written by: HPLL Pencils: Gil Kane, Inks: John Romita Sr.

The Amazing Spider-Man #121 Cover

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

You killed the woman I love, and for that, you're going to DIE!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Oddly enough, this issue is not about death...it is coming up sometime later. Instead, it is about first loves. Gwen Stacy was Peter Parker's first love, the first one to make him feel as though he was special to someone, and the first girl he truly loved. Early in the series, Peter and Gwen were not romantically linked at all, but instead barely spoke to each other, Gwen seeing Peter as a nerd, and Pete not really making moves on any women because he was shy. When they got to know each other, they REALLY clicked, and they were practically inseparable. Peter was going to confide in Gwen his secret identity when her father, police Captain George Stacy, was killed by a chunk of falling masonry during a fight between Spider-Man and Doctor Octopus. After this, Gwen developed a hatred of Spider-Man, claiming he was to blame for her father's death, and Peter chose to not tell her for good reason. At this point in the book, Gwen has just returned from a European trip, and she and Peter seem to be reconnecting. As seen above, Gwen is killed during a battle between Spidey and the Green Goblin. These days, Peter is happily married (as much so as an imaginary character can be, I suppose) to supermodel Mary Jane Watson-Parker, but he has never forgotten his first love. Why is that? I don't know...it seems as thoughsome people just 'click' with those of the opposite sex, and once that bond grows a little, it tends to spread like wildfire. Usually, people only have a max of one or two people like this in their lifetime, and if things do not work out romantically between these two, they still feel as though they are intimately connected, and may look you up after years of silence, or become your number one confidant throughout life. The most important thing to remember is to treat this person/people with the utmost respect, or else that deep connection can cause deep damage to your relationship if things sour. For instance, if you repeatedly hurt this person, you may be truly sorry, but they will find it quite difficult to be as close as before, and almost never will they give you a romantic chance if one has never been explored. Let me tell you, this experience of moving away is the most painful thing I've ever felt. I have someone like this in my life, and I have done almost irrepairable damage to our relationship...it felt like there was a small chance for romance once, but now that fire has not just gone out, but it seems put out by that flame foam stuff. The situation that was inflammatory has been put away, but the damage has already been done, and she finds it very hard to trust me, with good reason. Every night I ask God to let her trust me again one day, and I pray that she finds happiness in life, and never feels the hurt I put her through again. Friends, I was a fool...I wasted almost four years of my life, and now have nothing to show for it but being lonely and the shadow of a once-strong friendship haunts me, telling me I was an idiot to hurt that relationship. Reminding me that she was always there for me, no matter the consequence, but I let her down repeatedly and lied to her unmercifully at times. I can't even...I can't talk about it anymore. I'm sorry for everything, Samantha. I know you say it is water under the bridge, but for me it isn't. You mean more to me than I can say, and I hope you can learn to trust me as you once did. Without your friendship and advice I really feel lost. Before I go, I just wanna say this-- I feel better, no, cleaner around you. That hangup of mine you know about? It doesn't come around when I'm around you. I really do wish you the best with the Seth situation, and I hope you find happiness, cause I realize I had my chance and I blew it. I always wanted just one more chance but I kept blowing those too. I was driving around Memphis today, and I realized something...people have to live...truly live their lives in order for their actions to be worth a damn thing. Don't worry about what others think...do what you want, and what your heart tells you to do. G'night...please don't be mad Samantha...I spoke my heart for once.

Wednesday, May 4, 2005

Issue 122- "Fill-In"

written, pencilled, inked by: Heath

hey guys...this is me. I'm in the library getting ready to take this thing for extra credit. I hijacked a computer long enough to say hi...I have a great topic but it'll have to wait until tomorrow night because of these papers I have due tomorrow. I promise this will be the only fill-in issue between Philosophy of Life issues. More later...love to u all...

H

 

Tuesday, May 3, 2005

Issue 121- "Philosophy of Life, Part 3"

Written by: HPLL, Pencils/Inks: Jack "The King" Kirby

I've returned...been kinda busy right now, but I will NOT fall behind on my promise to deliver each issue of Philosophy of Life in a reasonable amount of time. The Bible quotes will return around issue 124 I believe. Well, onward and upward...

What makes a man "good"? This issue of Fantastic Four deals with Ben Grimm, the Thing! As you may or may not know, each of the FF was granted special abilities when doused with cosmic radiation in space. Benjamin Grimm was turned into a rocky pile of mass with amazing brute strength. He considers himself a freak, a loner. People are frightened by him, but he is a big smoothy inside. If only he could get people to see that. Well, one night he is taking a stroll outside when a mysterious stranger invites him in for a drink. The stranger is a rival of Ben's teammate Reed Richards, Mr. Fantastic, and he drugs Ben, cures Ben's rocky condition, and seeks to infiltrate the FF to destroy Richards posing as their friend. When Richards has to travel to another dimension, "Ben" is given the task of holding the cord to retrieve Reed, but the guy can not bring himself to destroy Mr. Fantastic because he sees that the other three love Ben for who he is, and that Grimm would endanger himself in order to keep his friends safe from harm. In the end, he sacrifices himself to save Mr. Fantastic, proving that inside every man, there is a hero. Every person wants to be a hero, if only to be revered in the public's eyes. But would every man go the distance to prove his worth? I think not. Some do not seek to truly be "good", while others, when presented with a situation in which they could shine, would crack under the pressure. We must love everyone for who they are, not what they look like on the outside. Love eminates from the heart, not from body organs or lips or hands. Inside is where we must look for the good in people...we must search it out in some, while others shine with love. It has been said that there is at least five people in your life that love you, but for whatever reason, you'll never know. I hope you all find love, and that once you do, you are treated with love and respect by that person, so that both of you maximize the good that can be done , received, and shown. I,too, am searching for love...true love that will never leave me or hurt me, or make me feel bad for things not done. Happy hunting, folks.

In closing, I did not take that exam tonight. I decided to come home and write my Philosophy paper, which is due Thursday. I am taking off work tomorrow to take the exam tomorrow night at 7. If I get time, perhaps I can give you a special issue from Ole Miss tomorrow night. Love to you all, including you Sam:)

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Issue 120- "Philosophy of Life, Part 2"

Written by: HPLL Pencils/Inks: John Cassaday

Guys, this issue is gonna be a lil' different...here's a poem, for starters...

Fireflys

Like two fireflys in the night

These two lovers spark in delight.

To be so near, so close, so dear

To hold each other till daylight.

In their mind, they fly so high

Touching ceiling on the sky

That they may love each other alone,

Until the peaceful night is gone.

Pulsing, whipping, their wings flap

They as one together wrapped

In solo flight above the world

As their world dies....

Enraptured, they embrace...

One last smile upon her face...

Hope y'all enjoyed that.  Tonight's topic starter will be a little shorter due to the poem, and my hectic schedule...the cover above is to Captain America Vol. 4 #1, from 2001. This issue, like many others from all comic companies, dealt with the blow we all felt from the September 11 disaster. John Cassaday, the series artist, was a New Yorker who experienced the tense situation firsthand and he actually thought about backing out of the project, realizing that there are bigger things in life than comics in some situations. Instead, he and writer John Ney Reiber sought to use this issue as a method of coping, as well as political commentary on the situation at the time. The first six issues are entitled "Enemy", and these two try to show us as Americans how many foreigner terrorists feel about our prosperous little tract of land here. It is very strong stuff for comics, as the first issue shows a life-like close-up of the devastation at the World Trade Center complex. Reading it makes me tear up, remembering where I was and what I was doing at the time I heard the attacks. I was listening to Rock 103 in the football stadium parking lot at Ole Miss, getting ready to go to my English class I knew I'd already failed. I was still getting over the heartache of Heather ripping my heart out and stomping it into the ground, but it was too late to turn the clock back on the semester. Anyway, I started to walk to class, walked past a guy in his truck, told him to turn his radio on, then walked into the Rebel Shop to check out the scene on the TV screens in there 'fore going to class. Once I stepped into that building, everything changed...English didn't matter...Heather didn't matter...only prayer, Sam's(whom I cared greatly about and st...nah:) my little secretwinkwink) and my family's safety mattered. I hurried back to the truck and left for home. That day changed everything...I think people have forgotten that, to a certain extent. Everyone is so caught up in the actions of the president that they forget that 3,000 of their fellow Americans died that day, for no other reason than being in the wrong place at the wrong time. THAT is why we sent troops to Iraq, THAT is why we are involved over there. We are over there because our president can see that it was morally wrong for Saddam to be keeping those people under his boot in poverty. THAT is why we are (still, admittantly) seeking Bin Laden for his crimes. NOT because there is oil or other resources over there...we cared nothing about the oil. It was about righting a wrong that was done to our countrymen. I understand some people say that there are innocents in our war areas, but such is the necessary price to ensure freedom for a new generation of Iraqis and to avenge those who unfairly died at the hands of cowardly terrorists. I want to hear your opinions on this matter, so please gimme some feedback. I know I was getting started but I gotta turn in sometime...:) G'night kids. Love you and miss you Sam. Have a good night at work.

Monday, April 25, 2005

Issue 119- "Philosophy of Life, Part 1"

Written by: HPLL Pencils/Inks by: Sal Buscema

If you need wisdom . . . ask Him, and He will gladly tell you.
James 1:5, NLT

Well guys...here we are. Part One of Philosophy of Life. I'm starting this one off on a volatile topic...sexual abuse. The cover above is to the first part of The Child Within, which ran from issues 178-183 of the Spectacular Spider-Man vol. 1. This is perhaps one of the most poignant stories I've ever read, for any character. It deals with Vermin, a genetically-created creature that haunts the sewers near Peter Parker's (aka Spider-Man) home. No one really knows who he is, but he emits a psychic poison to anyone near, and it simply brings out the absolute worst fears, earth-shattering anger, and sheer raw emotion inherent in each one of us to the surface. In reality, he is a black man named Edward. Edward was sexually abused by his father, a white judge, from the time he was a small child. He created the Vermin persona to hide from the pain of sexual abuse, but a villian named Baron Zemo experimented on Edward, actually bringing form to Vermin. Whenever Edward is frightened or overly stressed, he changes into Vermin, who simply wants to escape from the "bad people". This story is very clear as to how some children deal with the pain and guilt of sexual abuse. Suprisingly enough, facts show that violators are generally someone who is a close relative or family friend, not, as Dr. Schulenberg told us today, his personal mental description of a sexual abuser should look like (a weird looking guy hanging around a children's playground in a trenchcoat). Instead, these people work and live around the community, usually living a pretty normal life. The difference is these people have a bad hangup about abusing children and sometimes helpless adults. Many of them were abused themselves as children, which does not excuse their actions, but does explain WHY they may take this course of action...they feel weak when they are abused, so they in turn search out someone to make them feel strong and in control. There are treatment programs available to offenders who choose the option, and if they work with the program, realize they have a problem, and actively work to stop that problem, they may one day be released back into their parents' homes or the community. Some people find that scary, but there is no need to be overly afraid...only time will tell if treatment was satisfactory, and it is always best to be on the lookout for children and mentally retarded adults who can not protect themselves. In closing, Schulenberg told us today that in some cases offenders would actually go around, finding mentally retarded people who were mute or unable to communicate and rape them. Other cases are not quite as clear-cut, as some offenders are mentally retarded to the point that they see nothing wrong with their actions, and often claim to have done the person they offended a "favor". So what do you guys think about the current situation in sex abuse as I've described it? What changes need to be made to the system, and how would you treat sex offenders if you were in charge? Post multiple times if you need to fully express your ideas or points. By the way, Sam...you looked great today AND I have those issues if you'd like to read them. I skipped over the other parts of the story to seriously deal with the issue at hand.

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Issue 118- "Philosophy of Life: Prelude"

Written by: HPLL Pencils: Stephen Bissette Inks: John Totleben 

Spectre copyrighted by DC Comics

Wait patiently for the LORD. Be brave and courageous. Yes, wait patiently for the LORD.
Psalm 27:14

Truer words have ne'er been spoken. I have learned that we must wait upon the Lord's timing for things to occur, because if we rush things, we invariably end up hurting someone we love, pushing them away, or causing other damage. I have learned that I must wait to find someone to love me, for example. There are a few(one or two in particular) girls I would like to ask on a date, but I am too afraid of the repurcussions of my asking to follow through, so I am waiting on God to tell me when and IF the time is ever right. "Philosophy of Life" is  the new storyline that will be rolling through here for the next little while...currently, I am thinking it to last at least 7 issues, but depending on how deep into the information I push myself, it may well stretch into 14 issues or beyond. This storyline will deal with tough questions we encounter in life, and will require you guys to write and weigh in your opinions on the topics presented. At 118 issues, I'd like to think that I am still presenting high quality material, so it may be that this storyline does NOT continue nightly, or perhaps two issues a day might pop up, depending on how inspired I'm feeling on certain days, and the lack of motivation on others. Therefore, should I miss an issue tomorrow or Monday, do not worry...I WILL present the next issue within a reasonable amount of time. I am working on several other projects currently so my schedule for the next two weeks or so should be kind of skippy, but I will not post simply to post...it is my fervent hope that "Philosophy of Life" will open up rather clever and intelligent discussion on a number of topics. For now, I retire to bed, but Part 1 should appear within the next 24 to 48 hours. G'night Sam...love you all

Friday, April 22, 2005

Issue 117- "Friends"

Written by: HPLL, Pencils and Inks: John Romita Sr.

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I think everyone who knows me would agree that could easily say Heath...Lord knows I've been there before...lol

Choose a good reputation over great riches, for being held in high esteem is better than having silver or gold.
Proverbs 22:1

Lemme add something to this that Sam didn't mention...value a good reputation among your friends. Take care of them, and NEVER forget to let them know how much you care. Money can come and go, but good friends, TRUE friends, should never be put aside like an old rag. I want to tell you thanks again, Sam. You have been there for me through a lot of things, and even though I have been pretty wrong to you over the years, I am glad that you have stuck around. Shauna never felt right, even as a friend. Even now, I can't explain why I stayed with her so long, but now I am ready to move on and start fresh. You have always been willing to help me out of the gutters whenever I put myself there, and you have helped me through numerous stressful situations simply by talking to me. You don't know how much I miss those old 2 AM chats we had for a few months...I think it helped us both get stuff off our chests, and I think that is why my life seems more stressful these days...I don't have all the time in the world to talk to you about how things are REALLY going in my life, as opposed to the "I guess things are ok" answer I usually respond with. You hold a special place inside me, and I am glad things seem to be looking up for you as well in trying to find a place, job security and the Test. I love you lots hon. Enough of that though...Sam will write in and tell me to shut up, and that I'm special too:) Honestly, take care of those few friends who always take care of you. Later

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Issue 116- "Sleepyhead: Awakening, Part 2"

Written by: HPLL, Pencil Artwork : Rick Veitch

He comforts us in all our troubles so that we can comfort others. When others are troubled, we will be able to give them the same comfort God has given us.
2 Corinthians 1:4

Well, something is screwy with this image, I can't type underneath it. Anyway, this is the proposed cover to Swamp Thing #88, which was supposed to have Swamp Thing travel back in time to meet Jesus Christ. DC backed out at the last moment though, and the issue has never seen print. My question to you, my friends, is this: IF this material was done reverently considering the subject matter, do you think it should have seen print? By the way, I actually have a copy of the story in rough pencils if anyone would like to see it. And in personal response to my question: it WAS done reverently and with honor. But whadda you guys and girls think? Should it ever see the light of day, or is it too silly or plain offensive to try to picture Jesus with comic characters? 

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Issue 115- "Sleepyhead: Awakening, Part 1"

Written by: HPLL Pencils, Inks, Colors: Tony Moore

Hope you guys like this artwork...I needed a break. Here we go...

Be glad for all God is planning for you. Be patient in trouble, and always be prayerful.
Romans 12:12

Hey guys. I'm feeling better now, my stomach doesn't hurt anymore, and I had a really good day. One reason is that God helped me feel better after having a pretty tough stomachache this morning. Secondly, the Walking Dead came in today. Lastly, I have been picked to be in the International Who's Who in Poetry anthology book. I had to send in a new poem, and I unfortunately cut and pasted it until it fit the requirements, but if enough people request the original, it might see print here in a future issue. It felt good to write again, and it felt good to be commended for the work that goes into those short but hard as the dickens pieces of literature. Sam, all I will say about the Walking Dead is...well, it is another shocker. Absolutely amazing how Kirkman ALWAYS delivers as promised. I gotta get in bed, but I wanted to post something of substance here tonight so I hope this was sufficient. Later...I love you all.

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Issue 114- "Sleepyhead Part 2"

Everything by: HPLL

Stop judging others, and you will not be judged. Stop criticizing others, or it will all come back on you. If you forgive others, you will be forgiven.
Luke 6:37

G'night guys...class comes early but I promise new material by tomorrow night. Love you all, later. Have a good night Sam, I love you.

Monday, April 18, 2005

Issue 113- "Sleepyhead"

Written, Pencilled and everything else: HPLL

He saved us, not because of the good things we did, but because of His mercy. He washed away our sins and gave us a new life through the Holy Spirit.

Titus 3:5

Guys, I love you all but I'm feeling kinda sick to my stomach and my head hurts from sinus pressure so I bid you a fair adieu for now. Remember to pray for everyone in your life, and never forget that there is someone in your life who loves you, but you may never know, so be careful of how you treat others. Also, never forget the sacrifice that Christ made for you and me, not because we deserved it but because He chose to forgive us. G'night...love you all. Have a good night at work Sam...miss you hon.

H

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Issue 112- "Sam's Return"

Written, Pencilled, Inked Lettered and Colored by: HPLL

For even I, the Son of Man, came here not to be served but to serve others, and to give my life as a ransom for many.
Mark 10:45

Hey guys and gals...just wanted to keep up the streak for a little while. Man, it was good to see Sam tonight. I missed her more than I can express, and it was really great to talk to her tonight. Everyone had a great trip (you can read about it in her Journal) mostly, and she just seemed really happy to be home, and just happy to have her brother back for a little while. It felt good not to worry for a little while (I'm borderline on Spanish...it will come down to the wire this time so please pray for me) and just hang out with Samantha and her family. I thought her tan looked pretty good before but it looks really great on her now...I was impressed. Well, off to lala land now, to dream of beaches and a drink in my hand so I'll catch you all on the flip side. Later.

Love ya Sam, glad to see you back

Heath

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Issue 111- "Takeover, Part 6: Endgame"

Words, Pics, Inks, Letters and Colors: Heath P. Leonard Lail

Well gents and ladies, our little adventure end here. Sam is due back by 12 midnight or so tonight, so she can resume her duties after that.

I waited patiently for the LORD to help me, and He turned to me and heard my cry.
Psalm 40:1

Never forget that God knows what we need, WHEN we need it. Therefore, just rely on God to help you decide what is best in each big situation that comes up every day. He loves us more than anyone else, and His love will never leave us alone. I am thankful for my friends, and if I ever am blessed by finding a wife/lover, I will be quite grateful for that as well, but I don't worry too much about anything, because I know with God in charge, it'll all work out in the end.  Tell your friends, enemies, and everyone else you meet that God loves em, and so do you! I've enjoyed filling in for Sam while she is gone, but I think I need to consult with her before I try to have another go at this kinda thing because I don't feel that I added much practical application to these verses. If you disagree, that is good, and I hope you have enjoyed these verses. I will continue to post verses but I will not try to expound on them right now. Hope you all have a great Sunday, and a great week! Sam, I missed you hon. 

 

 

Friday, April 15, 2005

Issue 110- "Part 5-Doggone Tired"

Everything: HPLL

Hey guys, I'm turning in but here is the verse for tonight--

"Well then," Jesus said, "give to Caesar what belongs to him. But everything that belongs to God must be given to God." This reply completely amazed them.
Mark 12:17

Remember, Jesus commands us to pay our taxes to the government, but we should also tithe every week, to ensure that our church infrastructure continues to stand as well. Pray for friends, neighbors, enemies, and those you love and miss. Have a great Saturday, see y'all tomorrow. Be careful coming home this weekend, Sam. Love you all.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Issue 109- "Part 4- Love and Sorrow"

Written, Pencilled, Inked, Lettered and Colored: Heath P. L. Lail

First off, please pray for Joe Dunning's father, who is in the hospital after passing out Sunday at Wal-Mart in OB.

Hullo again, chaps. Hope all is well with you and yours. I have a Psych test to study for, so tonight's study will be brief, and class will let out early.

Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows. But take heart, because I have overcome the world.
John 16:33

This verse is meant to give us comfort in times of stress. It is there to let us, as believers, know that Christ has passed through the same hurt, wants, pain and loss that each one of us has possessed here on Earth...and he still triumphed over it all. Christ knew all, but He seeks for us to grow from our mistakes in life, and not keep tripping over the same traps Satan lays for us. May we all be so brave that we will seek to grow evermore wise in the words and ways of God. I hope that you all had a great day, and I pray that everyone has a great weekend as well. Gotta go study, but I hope this short lesson has helped bring you at least some peace. Please pray for Sam and her family, who are still on vacation. Hope y'all come back safe.

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Issue 108- "Part 3- Keeping Pace"

Written, Pencilled, Inked, Lettered by: Heath P.L. Lail

Whew...I forgot how hard it is to actually write one of these puppies every day. I noticed that these are getting posted later and later, so I'm gonna try to make it up to you all by posting bi-daily for at least one day before Sam's return. If I accomplish that, then we should be up to 114 or so when Sam comes home. Oh well, enough belly-aching...

In everything you do, stay away from complaining and arguing.
Philippians 2:14 

Although I think this verse is rather self-explanatory, I'll try to talk about it's practical application. I've noticed that as we tire throughout rough days, weeks and months, we tend to lose some of our "niceness", and begin to complain about daily tasks or chores, even those we once loved. For example, although I love my comics, pulling out my long comic boxes every week to "stock" new issues has become quite an ardous task, and consequently, I only do it every few weeks or so now. People tire of jobs they once loved, lovers tire of each other to a certain extent, and people grow tired of being treated poorly by someone they love. In these situations, the people in question could try to liven the workplace up by doing something unusual, like throwing a suprise party for the boss (sorry guys, I'm kinda tired), two lovers could simply stop whatever they are doing and take the time to get reaquainted with each other, and instead of arguing and yelling with someone with whom you disagree, try talking your problems out before throwing a fit. These are rather simplistic solutions to these problems, but if they are TOO simple to work, try to expand on them in your own way.  The main thing is to stay calm, guys. Study after study has shown that stress is hard on the heart, and we need that to keep living, so just place your stress away and give it to God. He can handle the stress of your life much better than you, I'm sure. Pray for everyone in your life to relax and just let God drive you through stressful situations rather than trying to handle them yourself. Pray for friends, enemies, and those you love. Be sure to tell people when you love them, because I think that if someone knows they are loved, life becomes just a bit easier. Here's to hoping we all find someone to love us in this life. G'night.

 

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Issue 107- "Takeover, Part 2"

Words, Pics, Inks, Letters: Heath L. Lail

Blessed are those who trust in the LORD and have made the LORD their hope and confidence. They are like trees planted along a riverbank.

Jeremiah 17:7-8

Hullo, again friends. I hope you all had a great day. This verse says what President Bush keeps saying...in order to succeed, one must stay the course. As long as the Lord is on that course, you can not fail. Today was very blessed. I had two Spanish assignments to complete by tonight, but I was supposed to meet a guy to compare notes for History, so I needed to make time to meet my Spanish teacher for help. I worried about it, but God gave me a hole because my Philosophy teacher cancelled class, giving me an hour and a half or so to go over Spanish with my teacher. If you stay the course with God, He will watch over you. Be not quick to anger, and love Him, as well as your family and friends. I think this verse spoke to me another way as well...I have been pursuing a career in comic books, as well as trying to finish college in December. I think this verse is telling me to push 110% in both areras to succeed. I have been kind of lax about my studies this semester, but no more. I now know what is needed of me to accomplish where I want to put myself in life, and I pray that you will be in prayer for me to get there. I hope you all have a great day tomorrow, and please pray for your friends, enemies, and everyone out in this big ol' world. Take care. Be safe, Samantha.

 

Monday, April 11, 2005

Issue 106- "Takeover, Part 1"

Words, Pictures, Inks and Letters Proudly Presented by: Heath "Leonard" Lail

With this story arc, I will change the status quo of the book...I am stepping in for Sam, who is on vacation, with the encouraging words from the Holy Bible. I hope to keep the story nightly for the duration of her vacation, but no promises. Enough housekeeping...

Is there any encouragement from belonging to Christ? . . . Then make me truly happy by agreeing whole-heartedly with each other, loving one another, and working together with one heart and purpose.             

Philippians 2:1-2, NLT

These verses say to me that if you have any disagreements with those close to you, you should do what you can to heal that wound. This speaks to me because my brother and I had a big disagreement the other day, and I said a lot of things that probably hurt him very deeply. For that, I have asked God for forgiveness, but I have yet to speak to my brother about it, and I know that is wrong of me. Please pray that I find the courage to ask him to forgive me. I have been blessed with friends like Samantha and her family, who have stepped up to the plate in a big way twice now to help me with painful situations. Love your friends, but love those who you are no longer friends with also. Let old arguments fade away, and if you can not be friends with them, at least try to forgive each other. Never forget those who helped you in the past, and be sure to let them know how much they are appreciated. Sam, thank you so much for everything, and I hope that I can do half the job you have done since you started this kind of Journal. I love you and your family, be safe. I hope everyone has a great Tuesday, please pray for me, yourself, and all those you might have forgotten about.

Same time, same channel tomorrow night hopefully.

Best, H

 

           

Tuesday, April 5, 2005

Issue 105- "Keep Truckin' and it will all work out"

Words, Pics, Inks, Letters: H.P. Lail

Hey guys and girls, just wanted to drop you a line to say that everything is ok. I almost had a mental breakdown over my paper Sunday afternoon, but Sam helped calm me down and get my head right. I unfortunately didn't get to study very long at all for my Spanish exam Monday because of my procrastination over the paper, so I probably blew it, but if so, that just means I have to work very hard to catch up. I got some grades back this week, and my two big tests in Poli Sci and Philosophy came back with Bs, so I'm a happy camper right now. Hope you have a great day tomorrow, and remember...Star Wars is coming! Sam, I hope you have a great time on your vacation, and enjoy yourself...I'll miss you but only the Lord knows when you might get another good break. Later all.

 

Saturday, April 2, 2005

Issue 104- "Lesson Learned"

Everything: HPLL

Hey guys and gals, hope you had a great day. I'm tired but I had a really good day. It started out bad, as some greedy folks ruined my chance to get the new Darth Vader figure from Target, but it is ok. I'm just trying to relax because my test in Spanish is coming up Monday, and I feel ill prepared for it. Although I am under no illusion that I will write something here EVERY night under Star Wars Episode III opens, I now officially start the countdown to May 19th....T-minus 47 days and some-odd hours until every Star Wars nerd in the galaxy falls upon theaters like white on rice. I'm hoping that Sam will be off or willing to take off that night to go see the midnight showing with a certain nerd, but we will just have to see. I still feel God trying to shift my heart onto things of Him, and I am trying to change my attitudes towards many things, so please pray for me as I do y'all. I gotta go write a Psych paper I've been putting off since yesterday but I hope you folks all have a good night, and I will hopefully seen you soon.

 

Monday, March 28, 2005

Issue 103- "A Quick Lesson"

Everything: HPLL

Hi guys. I gotta turn in, but thanks again Sam, for your delicious cooking tonight. you don't have to love me, but will you marry me so I can eat your cookin'? lol...it was really good tonight hon, please be sure to invite me over next time you "experiment". Well, it seems as though we have hit our stride here, at 103 issues, all coming out at a semi-regular pace. Here's to the next 97 issues!

I found this verse last night

Proverbs 18:17-24: " The first to plead his case seems right, until another comes and examines him. (18)The cast lot puts an end to strife and decides between the mighty ones. (19)A brother offended is harder to be won than a strong city, and contentions are like the bars of a citadel. (20)With the fruit of a man's mouth his stomach will be satisfied; he will be satisfied with the product of his lips. (21)Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and those who love it will eat its fruit. (22)He who finds a wife finds a good thing and obtains favor from the Lord. (23)The poor man utters supplications but the rich man answers roughly. (24)A man of too many friends comes to ruin, but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother." Sleep on that tonight my friends.

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Issue 102- "Easter Blessings"

Everything: HPLL

Hey guys. It's Easter morn, time to celebrate Jesus, the true reason for the season. I'm getting ready to go to church with my folks, then we are all gonna gather at my brother's house for lunch. I enjoyed my day off yesterday, and I feel renewed, like I am starting fresh for the holiday. I hope that y'all have a wonderful Easter and never forget the real meaning of this holiday. Sam, I hope you and Jojo and Aiden have a great day, and I'm sorry for what happened the other night. Have a great day, guys. I miss you all, and love you all as well.

H

Friday, March 25, 2005

Issue 101- "A New Beginning"

Everything: HPLL

Hullo again folks. Well, I had a fun day for my vacation. I slept in till 9:30 or so, then got up and played GT4 most of the day. Around 4 Shauna called...first time I'd heard from her in a long time, and asked me what I was doing, so I told her that we were all gonna go eat at the Grand Casino in a little while. She said she really wanted to go, so she and I talked it over with Dad and he said "sure, it'll get you outta your room"(he didn't sound very enthused about the idea but I guess he didn't wanna hear Shauna whine). So anyway, we went down there and ate at the Seafood special thing that they had going on. Then I went over to the nickel slots and popped a dollar in...after about five plays, I hit the jackpot with 1,200 nickels. That worked out to $63.75. so I played maybe 5 of that back into the machines and we all left. After that I wanted to run to Wal-Mart and Shauna wanted to go before she went home so we ran up there and I got a PlayStation mag and about four bucks worth of candy, then took her home and here I am. So here is the question on everyone's mind...are Shauna and I back together? Here's the answer...nope.

I'm actually proud of her...she has stopped trying to talk me back into a serious relationship. She realizes that I am ok speaking to her as a plutonic friend only on occassion but she knows that she can not try to control my actions like she used to, nor do I want to have a relationship with her. She seems to be moving away from me slowly, moving into her new role as a volunteer firefighter with Red Banks. I hope she finds someone to take good care of her, but it just ain't me...I just don't feel like having that drama in my life anymore. I was shocked to see Sam at Wal-Mart tonight(early) and I think she was equally shocked to see me and Shauna speaking to each other, so Sam I just wanted to let you know that I haven't fallen into the trap Shauna has set before me many times before...Shauna understands my feelings on the situation, and isn't going to try to change my mind. I am moving forward with my life and she finally realizes that. I am going to turn in, but I hope everyone had a great night, and I hope to talk to talk to y'all or see y'all soon. G'night from the 101st issue of the Cafe! Later

 

 

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Issue 100- Happy Anniversary!

Written, Pencilled, Inked, Lettered, Colored and Proudly Presented by:

Heath Parker "Leonard" Lail

Hey guys! Welcome to the super-sized 100th Anniversary issue of Clerk's Cafe. I am really glad that you have supported me this far, and I'm glad that some of you are still along for the ride. This issue will tell of my trip with Sam to see the Dead Sea Scrolls, the mystical manuscripts found in a cave over 50 years ago! 

The DSS were found in a cave in Qumran in 1947 by a small shepard boy who threw a stone at a goat, in an attempt to scare it away from a ridge. He heard the stone strike pottery in a cave that he was unaware was there, and after investigating, discovered ancient scrolls on which were written many of the books of the Old Testament. Some were in fragments, while others were miraculously preserved in legible condition.

Sam and I left Sunday morning to head out for Mobile, and the exhibit ahead. After seeing about 30 "houses" that Sam said we could buy and fix up for her(these consisted mainly of old sheds, shacks, abandoned houses and trailers), we stopped at Meridian to procure some grub. We stopped at Pizza Hut and ate half of a cheese pizza before getting back on the road. Also, we got stuck for a few minutes in Tupelo before finding Highway 45 South, which took us directly into Mobile, and almost to the hotel. I can't speak for Sam, but that was easily the most fun I've had on a road trip in a LONG time. She and I seemed to keep each other in stiches for most of the trip, when we weren't discussing music, our friends, or other top subjects. Though it was a long drive down there(from roughly 9 AM to 5 PM, Byhalia to Mobile), we both arrived in high spirits(although Sam's spirit was mostly just tired and sleepy, as she had been up almost 24 hours). We walked from the hotel to the exhibit hall, too late to purchase tickets for the Monday showing, so we decided to wake up early Monday to be sure we got to see the exhibit at all, as a lady outside told us that a bunch of folks had been there that day. After that we walked to Mobile Bay Park, and watched the ships sailing out towards the ocean. Sam was talking to her Mom on the cell, but I was just soaking it all in...the sun was setting by this time, and the wind was just right, without being too cold or too strong. I could have just stared at that scene forever, because the water was right there beneath us, the seagulls were a flyin', and it was inspiring. Writers need inspiration to put their feelings to paper, and if I had paper with me, I probably would have jotted down SOMETHING, whether it was a beginning to a poem, a story, or just thoughts about the scenery. So, after walking around the Park for a few minutes, we headed back to the hotel to settle down in the room, but we stopped because a train was across the tracks that ran beneath the Mobile Convention Center. After a few minutes of thinking about how to get across, we spotted a staircase and walked over the train tracks, and came out on the other side of the Convention Center.

Once we got back to the hotel, we headed up to the room after Sam found out where the elevators were located(see I told you I'd give you credit). She started charging her cell while I cut some cool air on, as the room was 1,000 degrees or so. After that, I settled in to watch the last of the George Lucas interview on 60 Minutes and she read the latest issue of the Walking Dead. After that I shut the light out, and tried to read some of the Arthur C. Clarke novel I brought along using my penlight. She fell asleep in the opposite bed two minutes after the light was out, but I tossed and turned for a few hours before falling asleep around 11. I woke up the next morning around 5, but refused to get up, as this was a vacation, and I didn't wanna wake Sam up. Around 6, her eyes popped open and she yelled "WAKE UP, SLEEPYHEAD" in my general direction. If I were asleep, I guarantee that would have woken me up because Sam has NEVER as long as I've known her, woken up that fast before.

We arrived at the exhibit hall around 7:30, after a brisk three block walk through drizzling rain. Upon reaching the building, the lady waiting at the door informed us that we could wait inside once the building was open, but she wasn't sure if the lady would let us buy tickets early or not. After waiting there till 8:20 or so, the ticket lady finally showed up. This was after Sam and I had said hello to various workers, who either greeted us with smiles or evil looks(like, "Who are these people and what are they doing in the building so early", to which we either responded by looking away or simply smiling) for almost an hour. Around 8:40, we were able to buy our tickets, and the lady told us to visit the "hands-on" hall. This was were kids could explore little fun science facts and activities. My favorite was a tether ballattached to a rope. If you pulled the rope and lifted the ball to its max height ands then let it go quickly, a burst of air would shoot a tennis ball into a metal ramp and drop the ball back into its hole, ready to go again. I think Sam's favorite activity was the safe-cracking machine, where she cracked the safe with 6 possibilities in three tries.

After breezing through this exhibit, we finally started our tour of the Dead Sea Scrolls. 

As you walk through the first arch of the exhibit, you are presented with a copy of TIME that shows part of the Dead Sea Scrolls on the cover. It is attached to a plaque explaining the importance of the find. On the opposite wall you'll see a picture of the boy who discovered the Scrolls taken years later after he reached man-hood. I was going to describe most of the exhibit, but I am tired and I just realized some people like Sam's Mom don't want the suprise ruined by "picturing" it all before they go. I will close this Journal by saying that if you should find time to go, it would be one of the most fufilling trips you could ever take in your life, and you will not be disappointed. I do recommend that you take as much time on the first floor of the exhibit as you need...the second floor exhibit is unrealated and just fluff compared the the 1rst floor stuff. If I find time, I will explain how the ride back from Mobile went for Sam and I. Until then, I hope you enjoyed this special issue of Clerk's Cafe, and I hope you'll stick around for another 100 issues!

HPLL
 

 

Saturday, March 12, 2005

Issue 99- "Green Eyes"

Everything: Lail

Hey guys...filler here...more to come in the next issue...hope to see you then. Be sure to return for our special 100th issue spectacular next time! It'll be double-sized and double the fun. Until then, I remain...

Heath Parker Leonard Lail

Issue 98- "Feeling Blue, yet Green"

Everything by: Lail

Hey guys...hope you are all well tonight. I am feeling kind of sick after eating lunch at Wendy's this afternoon, but I will be ok because Sam and I are going on a trip to Alabama. We are going to see the Dead Sea Scrolls, part of which are the Ten Commandments, a vital part of our Christian faith, and also an umeasureably important historical document. Hopefully, we will get to see a lot of cool things on the ride over there, and I just want us both to have the chance to step back and slow our lives down. Sam is swamped with work, and I work my mind five days a week at Ole Miss so I think we both deserve a break. I'm outta here but I am gonna try to post again, because I want to talk about our trip in the special issue 100, not 99. Hope you are all well. Later.

HPLL

 

Tuesday, March 8, 2005

Issue 97- "Fields of Green- Feeling Green for Philosophy II, Part II"

Words, Pencils...aw, the whole kit n kaboodle: HPLL  

Sorry it is so long, and I know I didn't get it in by midnight but still two in this short of time, and this late at night...Hell, I gotta get in bed! Later y'all

Heath Lail

Philosophy of Law

Rules vs. Principles: Dworkin’s Argument

After completing Ronald Dworkin’s Model of Rules article, it is clear that Dworkin separates “rules” from “principles” in a number of various ways. In describing this argument, I will begin by presenting his description of a “rule”, elaborate in short detail his definition, then contrast it with his definitive idea of “principle”. First, Dworkin says that a rule is applicable in an all-or-none fashion. He fleshes out this concise description by using the example that universally in the game of baseball, three strikes is the maximum number allotted per batter. Therefore, an umpire overseeing a game in Washington state can not randomly declare that a particular batter is to be given four strikes per his turn at bat anymore than an umpire in Nebraska may limit a batter in his game to two strikes at bat. This explanation is valid in a multitude of areas consistent with everyday life, for example: speed limits are not flexible, nor are library due dates (or class paper due dates, for that matter). Therefore, it can be said that a rule makes or busts the case in which it is applied.

Conversely, Dworkin’s first rule of “principle” states that a principle may or may not be the central aspect of a case and thus, is not all-or-none in application. Revisiting the area of traffic laws, principles could be said to relate to local rather than state traffic laws or statutes, such as rural towns enacting a curfew for those 18 years and younger in that community. In fact, such a law is enacted in my hometown of Byhalia, Mississippi. In the case of the principle “no man may profit from his wrong”, Dworkin is careful to point out adverse possession as an example of man profiting from wrongdoing.

Adverse possession states “if I trespass on your land enough, some day I will gain a right to cross your land whenever I please”. This is clearly a case of one man wrongfully depriving the owner of the land his full rights to said piece of land, thereby profiting through his own less than perfectly moral actions.

The second distinctive point of Dworkian “rule” is the inclusion of exceptions, which are “exhaustively articulable” or simply stated, quite malleable when used in arguments.That makes rules rather slimy when attempting to pin down situations where they can not be maneuvered around by legal means or otherwise. It could plausible be shown in many situations that rules are perhaps too rigid in some small aspects, while they are sorely lacking rigidity in areas of greater importance. In contrast, Dworkin pointedly stresses that principles are free from exception; in legal situations, they yield more strength and rigidity than rules. Also, a principle can be destroyed only by a principle of greater importance. This leads to the third point of contrast- the “weight” factor.

Dworkin states that rules simply lack “weight”. That said, one rule can not outweigh another in rank of importance. For example, Dworkin uses the “three strikes”baseball reference against “runners may advance on the ball”. If the “three strikes” rule were discarded, part of the governing universality of baseball would be thrown away, fundamentally changing how baseball itself is played. Yet throwing out the “runner advances” rule simply changes a small aspect of the game, leaving the nature of the game fully intact.

In response, principles do contain a certain weight to them, therefore seemingly creating a fusion of sorts between legal reasoning and moral reasoning. Finally, Dworkin points out that principles’ pedigrees alone are not sufficient to call these principles legal standards. Therefore, the author says that judges must choose whether to honor principles as legal or moral standards in handing out judgments, which leads us to the next point in the argument. Why is this distinction between rules and principles important?

Simply put, the distinction is rather important because the judge comes to an interesting intersection…are these principles to be considered legal or moral? If they choose the stance of legal standard, they could then be used to set judicial precedence, causing many repercussions in later cases. Yet, the moral argument could be equally volatile, as it is seen as nothing more than judges using moral ideals and personal discretion when the letter of the law is unclear or simply not stated. If our own moral judgments are constantly contested, why should the moral ideals of a judge be placed higher than that of his fellow man, and remain unquestioned? Dworkin then points out two distinct kinds of discretion: strong and weak.

He describes strong discretion as “no decision one makes is wrong, as long as obvious standards of rationality and fairness are observed”. Under this statement, if a judge is fair and rational, then his decision should not be contested. Weak discretion he describes as such: “where one has certain duty to apply certain standards, which in the case can’t be applied ‘mechanically’”. That places the responsibility in the hands of the one who is duty bound to the action asked of him. Now, one must ask how this differs from Hartian Positivism.

In Positivist thought, Hart says four things: One, any legal system is composed of rules that are law due to their pedigree, save the master rule, or rule of recognition. Nonmoral rules (such as judicial precedents) are instead valid, which is inapplicable to moral standards of any kind. Secondly, Hart says the status of the master rule is continued due to consistent application by judges to identify and interpret law. It has become judicial custom. Third, Hart states X has a legal obligation to do Y’s bidding only if a valid rule is applicable stating that those in X’s status must submit to Y’s request or command. Hartian Positivism concludes by stating that rules, including the master rule, have a “core of settled meaning” and are open in texture, thereby allowing judges to use strong discretion

to create new law or amend a previous law. Hart differs from Dworkin by saying first that there is a “master” rule, because under Dworkin, rules lack weight and as such, are all equal. Dworkin also says that rules are all-or-nothing, and that conflicts with Hart’s comments concerning discretion by judges in applying rules. In discussion of possible ramifications of asking if legal parties have rights or duties before court judgement, two answers presented themselves.

First, principles are powered by the sense of appropriateness being sustained by the courts, and were not created as part of a particular decision of the legislature or a court, states Dworkin. Therefore, should the court cease to see a certain principle as appropriate, should it then change its’ stance on the issue at hand simply due to a different view on the subject? Secondly, Dworkin mentions, how is one to know the particular level of strength or support necessary to change a simple principle into a legal principle? After all, different social activities or actions have varying levels of support from multiple age, gender and racial groups. Now, we will examine thesefactors in the case of Riggs v. Palmer.

It appears that the view of the majority in this case reflected Dworkin’s ideals of law and adjudication. The first specific that sticks out is the strong attention given to Dworkin’s principle “rule” (for lack of better term) that states “no man shall profit from his own wrong“. On page 102, the majority judge states “Just before the murder he was not an heir, and it was not certain that he ever would be. He might have died before his grandfather….”. This statement shows that the majority felt that Palmer had no cause for action until such time that he was included in his grandfather’s will, and then became concerned that his portion of the will would be stripped from him. Secondly, they show that Dworkin’s “all-or-none” fashion applies on the same page…”My view of this case does not inflict upon Elmer any greater or other punishment for his crime other than the law specifies”. The majority says here that the law is punishing Elmer Palmer only for the murder of his grandfather, as is the law in the territory, and that his case is not special in that respect. The opinion of the dissenters, however, is different.

The dissenters use the Hartian argument that the decision in this case was based upon moral rules, not valid rules or the rule of recognition on page 103...”But the matter does not lie within the domain of conscience. We are bound by the rigid rules of law, which have been established by the legislature, and within the limits of which the determination of this question is defined.” Here, the dissenters state that moral values were levied in this case, and there was no place for morals when handing down the judgement of Elmer Palmer. This also appears to say that since the judges are X, they must follow the laws of the court and legislation, who act as Y, as the law requires equality in judgments handed down throughout the ages. In closing, I will present my personal feelings on the correct opinion: Dworkin or Hart?

I feel that Ronald Dworkin presented the more correct of the two arguments, because he argued a stronger case overall, and presented not one but both sides of the argument in well thought-out terms, with highly relevant examples and non-biased positions on each piece presented. His argument was clear, precise and intelligently written, and therefore I believe Dworkin to be more competent in arguing his case. I argue against Holmes in this case because of his sense of legal duty. The case was not whether Palmer had a legal duty to the state, but instead the case revolved around the ability of Palmer to collect goods from a evil acted upon his grandfather. Should Palmer collect the property stated in the will even though he acted unlawfully is clearly detached from the argument that he had any sort of moral duty to uphold the law’s statutes. Therefore, I think Holmes’s is not a strong argument for this particular case.