Written, pencilled and inked by: Heath Parker Lail
The incredible journey of Heath and Shauna has ended. It has been a long and bumpy four years, but she has decided that I'm not worth waiting on anymore. It hurts very badly, because I know now just how far she'll go to lie...just for the Hell of it. I love Shauna Elizabeth Mitchell more than anyone save Sam but I now see her for who she truly is...a selfish, uncaring person whom I should have nothing to do with. She uses people and yet, somehow forgets that she once cared for them. I can not count the times that I have taken her to the doctor, Army National Guard recruitment center, and other various places that I didn't care to go, but I took her so that she could feel better or she simply wanted to go. I want to do a retrospect of our four years, but it will have to wait until another issue (or two) because I'm bushed right now. I simply can't understand how someone can claim to be in love with someone...to the point where they wish to become pre-engaged and then two days later, tell the person that they just don't love them anymore. Can anyone reading this turn on and off their feelings for someone like a light switch? Not me. Our time is over...I wish her happiness in life because she apparently didn't find it in me, and I wish her well-being, but I am afraid that neither one will be hers because she can't pass the ASVAB to get into the Service, can't hold down a steady job for more than two weeks, and turns her love on and off like a damn faucet so I don't think she'll ever find another guy like me who let her slide by on his money for the rest of her life. If he does, he's a damn fool...just like I was. Goodbye, Shauna. I just wish you could see what you've thrown away...hopefully somebody else will look after me since you don't want the job anymore. Good luck in life, kid. You'll need it.
2 comments:
about damn time.
well for real i am glad u have taken the upper road and moved on without casting blame or being petty about the whole thing. i do not believe that someone, anyone can just stop loving someone just b/c they chose to. i know it takes time and a lot of effort to move on, but it happens. we all go through it. i can say i know how u feel. i have been there. but the thing is i was there yes but in the past. see my heart has already healed. so i dont really know how u feel. all i can say is i know u will do great things in your life and what is meant to happen will happen. let God lead you in wherever u go and follow His light. pray often b/c it makes the day better. be thankful for everything and everyone. be a leader not a follower. be independent. let yourself grow for a while. it will take time, but u will be ok. like i said i dont know the pain u feel b/c i have healed already, but i do understand that it hurts and it seems endless.
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...........it seems endless. as they say time will heal the pain. but what they dont say is u have to make the time to let it heal. understand? remember to ALWAYS keep God as your way and leader. remember that friends are what helps the world seem better than it actually is. lean on those who love and support you. peace
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